Hi love of my life...
Im writing this letter to u, but not for u, for me, cuz i need u to go away...
im not sure one day u will get to read this, actually im kinda sure u probably wont, but who knows whats happening next...
Omg i have loads of thins to tell u...dont even know from where to start...typical of me huh?
Gosh, im in vanier, u<ll be here in less than an hour, but im leavin in few minutes, i dont wanna C ur face...
&& i wanted to tell: i hate u, i realli do, && i miss u even more, its so hard to try to understand why, i just dont get it...its like u r alwayz here, but alwayz absent...its like i realli hate u but i know deep inside its totally love...
&& i cant wait anymore, actually i dont want to, u dont even deserve it...i cried for a week, yup a whole week, coulndt believe that after so many times u still can hurt me...i thought ive built a kinda protection around me, i didnt know u would be able to get into my world so easily...n i let u in...i keep on tellin myself that one day i'll be fine, i'll get over u, but as the time goes on, i just feel HATE, MADNESS, nn Pain...
the thing is i didnt want it to stop, i was the happiest gurl on hearth, i didnt want u to go away, i didnt want to feel good without u, n i still dont wana feeel good without u
i tried everything...everything...but the hard part is to accept u leavin me, n i have to deal with it...
i dunno if u r happie, i dunno much about u rite now, all i remember is how joyful u made me feel...
i cant believe i can be this heartles...ive lost everything...&& i dont want u back in my life...i just need to know that u still in love with me...that u still think of me before sleepin...that someone is here, nn he cares...
i dont wanna fall in love with someone else...too hard to be true...i just cant
im hopeless, im heartless...i need ur happiness...
Bye love of my life...i hope one daii the real love of my life will read this letter...nn i reallii hope i will be u!
ps: u cant hurt me even more, why keep tryin???
Im writing this letter to u, but not for u, for me, cuz i need u to go away...
im not sure one day u will get to read this, actually im kinda sure u probably wont, but who knows whats happening next...
Omg i have loads of thins to tell u...dont even know from where to start...typical of me huh?
Gosh, im in vanier, u<ll be here in less than an hour, but im leavin in few minutes, i dont wanna C ur face...
&& i wanted to tell: i hate u, i realli do, && i miss u even more, its so hard to try to understand why, i just dont get it...its like u r alwayz here, but alwayz absent...its like i realli hate u but i know deep inside its totally love...
&& i cant wait anymore, actually i dont want to, u dont even deserve it...i cried for a week, yup a whole week, coulndt believe that after so many times u still can hurt me...i thought ive built a kinda protection around me, i didnt know u would be able to get into my world so easily...n i let u in...i keep on tellin myself that one day i'll be fine, i'll get over u, but as the time goes on, i just feel HATE, MADNESS, nn Pain...
the thing is i didnt want it to stop, i was the happiest gurl on hearth, i didnt want u to go away, i didnt want to feel good without u, n i still dont wana feeel good without u
i tried everything...everything...but the hard part is to accept u leavin me, n i have to deal with it...
i dunno if u r happie, i dunno much about u rite now, all i remember is how joyful u made me feel...
i cant believe i can be this heartles...ive lost everything...&& i dont want u back in my life...i just need to know that u still in love with me...that u still think of me before sleepin...that someone is here, nn he cares...
i dont wanna fall in love with someone else...too hard to be true...i just cant
im hopeless, im heartless...i need ur happiness...
Bye love of my life...i hope one daii the real love of my life will read this letter...nn i reallii hope i will be u!
ps: u cant hurt me even more, why keep tryin???
